i’m utterly jealous of fish. =(
i miss the busy hectic lifestyle i had. super busily getting here and there physically and mentally. so much to even note now. i had 3 organisers mind you.
now that school’s out for holidays. and with a wonderful helpful baby. along with taking MVS superbly slow. along with part time at Novartis and SHTS. i’m terribly broke and free [mentally too].
hais. it makes me feel so useless. babe says that i’m stress. which i so agree with. i’m stress when i feel useless by being sucha bum. weird huh. but yes. i get stressed out by having toomuch time at hand. =(
get school starting man!
Cried over the results. Told my bf that i should have taken the shorter path and spend less money and waste less youth. but that means forgoing my engineering degree. =((
nevertheless. i chose this path, so i’m gonna continue. hais. this is life. there can be many people who rely on others to get better. there’r many worse people who get ahead of those kind hearted.
I’m so gonna fight on. at least i tried.
omg. jessica just had her bonus. this’s what i cant get because i’m not at a perm full time job. =(((
but her encounter’s really adorable!! hhas..
how i wish for the same to happen to me too!! **sobs..
wooo whooo!!! baby and i have passed our 18 monthsary! =))
major love. 2 more yrs of probation. heex. i love you BBF.
RAGING JEALOUSLY. INCREASING DOUBTS AND FEAR. WIDENING SPACES.
just walk away when it gets too overbearing.
goodyz. iz permedz myz hairz!! afterz longz lastz yoz!!
=)) andz itz gonnaz bez removalz ofz bracesz tomorrowz!!!!
anywaysz. HAPPYZ 1YR 6 MTHSARYZ BBFZ!!! ilove you. =))
till laters!
you whooo!!!! i can clear my leaves this month!! heex.. so no work on fridays. oh yes oh yes! =))
but the cold has gotten me, major sore throat and flu. =( get well soon for genting man!
oh yes, BBF got me 3 stalks of tulips. hahas.. but i love them. they’r really pure white ones thou not of really great shape. but stilll.. they look really fab!
till then.
YOU WOOOOOOOssss!!!
1. BBF’s family is back, i can see how much you jun’s missing his melvin bro. hahas..
2. i did nth much except major loads of researching today. for classes, SHTS, MVS, VS and read bitches post. hahs..
3. i did pedicure, at a [i thought] cheap rate. hahas.. dumb dumb me bought the package ages ago!
4. i had my HAPPY AWESOME healthy dose of oxygen today, heex.. till thursday and friday burns over, before i can get another dose. i just cant wait!! thou BBF doesn’t wanna talk to me longer just now. nvm.
and SAT’s gonna be wedding, birthday and bowling to be tided over before a restful sunday!!
baby, i want BIG BREAKFAST!! and major lazing. OK!? I LOVE YOU.
SWEET DREAMS
